Redesign
Every once in a while I reach a point where I slowly and painfully realize that something just isn't working. I reached that point this past August. After Timberman was over I was extremely disappointed in everything I was doing. It felt as though I had been screwed. I thought that after two years of solid training I could expect and deserved to have a great race. That was what the little devil was saying to me after Timber. Soon I came around and realized I should not be this unhappy about a race! Something else was wrong. Something else was not right. I decided to take everything down. Tear myself away from everything I was doing at the time so I could re-build a more satisfying, happy, regime. I carefully stepped back and looked at my life a little closer. The first change I had to make was to let Jen go. This was very difficult to do as I gotten to know Jen over the past two years and more importantly as an athlete had come to lean on her for so much support and knowledge. It w...