My state of mind is in a tough place right now.
I used to pride myself on never getting sick. Now, I can no longer do that. Since 1995, when I started my business, I only became really ill once. And, that took place New Year's Eve weekend so I didn't even have to miss work.
I have basically been sick for the past two months on and off. It feels like an eternity. This is not good. I wake up feeling crappy. I am constantly moving my workouts around to fit my unhealthy life. Let's see, I can sleep late if I move this workout here and add this run to this run. It's really starting to drive me nuts. I seriously wonder if all this training is actually killing me. I have been really good about taking a daily supplement, turmeric, and airborne tablets. It just doesn't seem to be working very well. When will I fully heal? I do not know.
Not to long ago I read an article about a triathlete who continued to train despite being sick and ended up with pneumonia which sidelined him for quite some time. I really hope that doesn't happen to me. I am not going to stop training. After all, I already signed up for my June triathlon and made reservations.
I keep hoping that one day I'll wake up and feel really really strong and free from this cough. One of these days!